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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Ten – My Sister’s Favourite Quotes

Today, I decided to ask my sister what some of her favourite literary quotes are. She was/is (who knows!) doing A Level English Literature, and is hoping to study the same at university. She likes to read speculative fiction, something shocking, and has a penchant for American Literature… how cool!

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Here are some of her favourite quotes:

‘Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit ’em, but remember it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird’

Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird

This is from her favourite book…. which I told her to read (good sister!). She said that she likes this quote because it is memorable… and she loves it when author slips the name of the book into a chapter (her own words).


‘A rat in a maze is free to go anywhere, as long as it stays inside the maze.’

Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale

For her, this quote highlights the lack of freedom that women have – it is a strange but scary concept – and The Handmaid’s Tale was one of the first texts where she saw the importance of feminism in action.


‘Better a witty fool, than a foolish wit.’

William Shakespeare, Twelfth Night

To finish, another one of her favourite quotes is by Shakespeare (hurrah!). She liked the character, Feste, as he acted stupid, but was actually the cleverest of them all… that and she said that she likes funny guys.


To conclude today’s blog post…is Evie’s crush of the day, Brad Roberts

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Nine – The Publishing Industry

Today is the last session of my second year at university, and we are concluding with one of my favourite modules ‘Publishing and the Book: Then and Now’. Over the past academic year, we have explored the history of publishing… mainly London – including the emergence of the coffeehouse, self-publishing and journalism. We then moved on to look at the current publishing industry… the pressures of coronavirus… as well as, meeting a variety of leading experts within the industry – artists, management, independent presses just to name a few.

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So, I thought that I would write today’s blog post about some of the main things I have learnt about the Publishing industry, over the past 8 months:

  • The emergence of the ‘public sphere’ began in the coffeehouse – people, no matter their class, would just talk and this would encourage writing. It cost one penny to enter.
  • In London, St. Paul’s Cathedral (which we could see from our lecture room) was where religious texts were published. In 1666, the Great Fire of London destroyed the majority of London publishing. They attempted to move manuscripts to the crypts to the Cathedral, but were mostly unsuccessful.
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The view from our 11th floor lecture theatre (note the dirty windows)
  • The Publishing Industry also took another blow during the Blitz. Each time something like this happened, they had to rebuild from scratch.
  • In London, there used to be certain locations which were the spheres for particular news or writing. The Royal Exchange and the City of London were predominantly the home for business. Covent Garden was for cultural news – including the arts and theatre. St. Paul’s was still for religious news and Westminster was for the political news.
  • Daniel Defoe is considered the first modern journalist. We visited Guildhall Library where our guide bigged up ol’ Daniel!
  • With England as a police state, William Blake chose to radically publish his own work – we stan!
  • Paperback technology was not invented until the 1930s.
  • Dickens was famous for his serial publication… I still don’t like him though.
  • The Hogarth Press, founded in Virginia and Leonard Woolf’s front room, was a form of experimental publishing. They published translated works, including Freud. As well as, publications about fascism, the League of Nations, unification and critics of imperialism; racial prejudice; antisemitism & education.
The History of Hogarth Press
The Hogarth Press logo
  • Penguin Books revolutionised the Publishing industry, introducing paperbacks that were cheap and popular. There even used to be vending machines just for books – we should definitely bring these back!
  • The Netbook Agreement changed everything – it set a standard price in which booksellers had to sell books at. After they got rid of it, the likes of Amazon attacked, reducing retail prices and making it hard for writers to earn money.
  • Publishing is a copycat industry.
  • The Bookseller is a really awesome publishing magazine… definitely check it out for up-to-date news about the industry.
  • Trade Publishing is all about risk! From editorial decisions, money, profit…. everything!
  • There are now an increasing number of new kinds of publishing – including Unbound Publishing (where they raise the money for a book, before it is printed, like a crowd fund), independent presses like Galley Beggar Press and Influx (who have reverted to the old form of a subscription), and also publishers like Knights Of, who aim to publish works written by, and that will reach, a more diverse background.
  • The Publishing Industry is an extremely collaborative industry – there are so many roles; voices and processes which go into publishing a single book!

But most importantly, I have learnt….

DO NOT BUY BOOKS FROM AMAZON & MAKE SURE YOU SUPPORT INDIE BOOK SHOPS!

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Eight – Beckett

In light of COVID-19 and theatres being closed, today I started thinking about some of my favourite playwrights – and as I have been writing an essay on Modernism all day – there is nobody better than Beckett to quote, for today’s Pandemic Ponderings. My theatre lecturer in my first year of my undergraduate degree told me this quote – and it has been stuck in my head and written in my journal, ever since!

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Samuel Beckett

‘Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail againFail better

Samuel Beckett

As it is assignment season, this quote has never meant so much. Writing my last assignments for second year are definitely getting to me!! In the Summer, hopefully there will be a load more Beckett on this blog…

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Seven – The Artist

Today’s Pondering quote is from William Blake. I first came across this quote when reading Jerusalem, Emanation of the Giant Albion and looking into Blake’s mode of relief etching.

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‘I must create a system, or be enslaved by another man’s. I will not reason and compare: my business is to create.’

William Blake

If you want to explore crazy cosmologies, beautiful artwork, and passionate poetry – all combined into one – then you should definitely read William Blake.

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Six – Woolf diaries

As deadlines are arising, I have decided the next few blog posts will be some of my favourite literary quotes… short but sweet… and I hope they will make you ponder as much as they make me!

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‘I want to give life and death, sanity & insanity; I want to criticise the social system, & to show it at work, at its most intense’

Virginia Woolf’s diary, Tuesday 19th June 1923
Virginia Woolf

This diary extract was written during the time Woolf was conjuring up Mrs Dalloway… or as she referred to it then, The Hours.

This diary passage highlights some serious themes, and if you think about Mrs Dalloway, they are very identifiable. From the life, death and mental well-being of Septimus Warren Smith (and Woolf, herself), to Woolf wanting to criticise the social stigma of having a mental health issue. Woolf’s creativity and intellectualism was (and arguably, still is) overshadowed by her mental well-being – and I think that she aimed to show the normality and commonality of suffering from these illnesses – and breaking the class barrier whilst doing so! We see the figure of Sir William Bradshaw in Dalloway, who remarkably prescribes going to the ‘music hall’ to Septimus… Woolf definitely highlights the ridiculous recommendation through the devastating suicide of Septimus.

This is such a power quote, showing us an inside to what Woolf aimed to do, through her writing. Her diaries are some of the most intriguing, emotional and moving reading I have ever come across.

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Five – Hélène Cixous

I am currently writing an essay on French feminist, Hélène Cixous. She is famous for her theory écriture féminine, a phrase coined in her essay ‘The Laugh of the Medusa’.

Hélène Cixous

Today’s ponderings are about her approach to theory, psychoanalysis and philosophy, as well as her influence within French feminism. I did my A Level French and English Literature coursework on her – and I think this is such an interesting area of Second Wave Feminist literary theory, which needs to be talked about more!

As I am busy completing my university coursework, today has involved rereading her work and academic criticism – about Cixous, Julia Kristeva and Luce Irigaray (leaving me no time to write a long blog post). Thus, here I leave you with a famous line from one of her essays…

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Four – Guest Blogger!

I asked my friends if they wanted to join in with my Pandemic Ponderings…. I got one response (thanks, pals)! So here is Séan – being his usual nerdy self and talking about his favourite topics. Thanks, Séan!

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Dark Souls & LudoNarrative

When my friend first suggested to me that I should write a blog post, my initial reaction was something along the lines of “I don’t have any smart observations. All I think about on a regular basis is games, music, and more games”. So, I found myself struggling to think of an observation I’d made that was coherent enough to not seem like I was on illicit drugs when I thought of it, but profound enough that my friend wouldn’t immediately terminate our friendship and pretend she never knew me. After a while musing on possibly musings, it occured to me that maybe I can use my stupid interest to talk about something profound and artistic. After all, video games are technically art, even that one game where you date birds. And with that, I immediately knew what I wanted to talk about; Dark Souls, and its use of ludonarrative.

To start, I should explain what both of these are to help those who aren’t fans of video games. Dark Souls is a series of fantasy games with three main series games, a prequel (of sorts), and two spin-offs. They are characterised by unique gameplay, a hands-off approach to story-telling, and a famously high level of difficulty. The main focus point of those is by far the difficulty, as all aspects of the game seemingly exist to support the insane challenge these games present. I mean, the remastered version of the first Dark Souls game is called the “Prepare to Die” edition. So, I think it should go without saying that you will die a lot if you play this game, and that’s important.

The other point of discussion is ludonarrative, which is described as “The intersection in a video game of [gameplay] elements and narrative elements.” It is the way in which a game uses its gameplay to tell a story. For a hopefully understandable example, look at a Monopoly board. You start at the cheap, crappy brown properties and have to slowly make your way towards the valuable dark blue properties. From a gameplay standpoint, this is so that one player can’t just immediately land on Mayfair and dominate the entire game from the start. However, from a narrative perspective, it shows how this little shoe or dog or thimble had to work their way upward from the slums to be the property mogul that wins the game. 

So, how do these two fit together? Well, I believe that Dark Souls has created the best use of ludonarrative that I have ever seen in a game. To elaborate we must go back to that famous Dark Souls difficulty. As mentioned, you die a lot. Literally everything in the game can and will kill you. Whenever you die in the game you lose all your “souls”, the game’s form of currency and experience points. You have a chance to regain them, but often they’ll be lost forever. This represents an aspect of the game’s world, namely, the fact that humans were cursed with immortality and thus can never truly die. Due to this curse, whenever someone does die, they return but they lose a part of themselves, be it memories, personality traits, ambitions, hopes, or dreams. Eventually, once someone dies enough, they’re barely human. They’re husks of their former selves, content to do nothing for eternity because their very soul has been broken so many times that it can never be made whole. Sat around waiting for something to happen, not even knowing what that thing might be.

You as a player are no exception to this, and the in-game representation is the aforementioned losing of your souls. But I’ve come to realise that the in-game representation isn’t the only thing in play here. See, the reason your player character doesn’t become like the others and keeps on fighting is because they retain their determination each time they die. They respawn, fight on, and keep doing that until they either die and restart the cycle or they achieve victory. The moment I realised this was the point that I knew Dark Souls was something special. Because that is the perfect representation of playing a video game. In every video game you begin, face challenges, and either fail and begin again, or succeed. The only thing that keeps you going beyond failure is the determination to succeed and see your journey through to the end. 

However, there is an alternative when playing any game: quitting. IF a game proves too difficult or not rewarding enough, you can just give up. You figure that there’s no reason to carry on, since the joy of victory will likely not match the frustration and pain of defeat, and thus you move on to something else. Once again, Dark Souls has captured this feeling. When you’ve finally reached your threshold for dying to that same stupid enemy or impossible boss andyou decide to go play Animal Crossing or something, it means you and your player character have lost enough of yourselves with every defeat that you no longer have enough to continue. The harsh world has beaten you down for too long and you’ve contended that the world has won. Your character, seeing as they can’t die, likely exists when you’re gone, but they don’t do anything. They exist lifelessly just like every other lost soul in the game, content to do nothing.

That is until you as a real world human decide “I’m going to do it this time.” You pick the controller back up, and head back into the world of Dark Souls ready to fight through the adversity and progress through this beautiful yet deadly world. You face setbacks, just as you did last time, but now you have more experience than ever before, and soon you try enough times that you make it past that boss battle, and you reap the rewards that come with it, least of all being the unmatchable feeling of knowing that you kept on trying and you finally made it.

This design is beautiful for two reasons. Firstly, it is representative of all games. Dark Souls uses its story and gameplay to craft an experience that is akin to pure gaming. You try and you fail until you either resign to failure or you live to see victory. Secondly, it teaches us an important life lesson. Everyone experiences hardships (especially now during such strange and scary times). But Dark Souls teaches us that we should never give up. Even though the world is harsh and seemingly only exists you kick you down whenever you try to get up, the only way to truly fail is to stop trying, because no matter how many times we die, we can always still win.

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Pandemic Ponderings: Day Three – Afternoons & Coffeespoons

Today, I was listening to the Crash Test Dummies, which gave me the urge to reread some T.S Eliot!

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‘God Shuffled His Feet’, by the Crash Test Dummies
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Their song, ‘Afternoon & Coffeespoons’, is based off of the poem ‘The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock’ by T.S Eliot, and when I was old enough and had consumed Modernist poetry, I was finally able to understand the literary references in the song!

Today’s Pandemic Ponderings, are at how awesome this song is, and how much I love the literature retellings within this album! They also use the painting Bacchus and Ariadne by Titian, which I only learnt last year in my Romantics to Victorians module! Overall… pretty awesome!

Here is the section of Eliot’s poem which inspires the song title:

‘For I have known them all already, known them all:
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
               So how should I presume?’

If you haven’t listened to this album – fancy something a bit different, and with a lead singer who has a crazy vocal range – then check them out! P.S. Thanks Mum, for making us listen to strange music when we were younger!

Links:

Crash Test Dummies YouTube

‘Afternoons & Coffeespoons’ song